Please help me...I have a problem. My best friend in runescape wants me to call her in real life but im scared='( Before I came to runescape , my life in the real world was really tough. I was in middle school at the age of 12 when I was introduced to runescape. Real lifers didnt really like me , they hurt me in so many ways , killed my friends , hurt others , tried to kill me and blamed it all on me. I was blamed for it all and I suffered. Eventually , I decided to stop talking for good. Everyday I encountered these real lifers, I wouldn't say a word, I stopped talking to my parents , teachers , anybody in public. I wouldnt talk to one person,then, I wanted to talk again but I couldnt . It was too hard...there was nowhere for me to go. Everybody I knew died . People still tried to kill me but that all changed. When I came to runescape.
I started over, at first , it was just a game. Almost one year later , runescape became my only hope. It was the only place I could talk. Around the year 2003 I met a friend at falador east bank. It was strange how we met but that made it unique. In real life , you just meet people. Simple as that , you meet at a store, etc. In runescape , you can meet anywhere , in the wild, in a dungeon or even in the middle of nowhere.Not only the place where you meet ,its how you meet that person.There was this one person I met in rs that made me feel so hopeful . She was the only that gave me the courage to speak again . There would be times when I was hurt in real life and stabbed in the heart. Everyday , I would talk to her...she gave me confidence. I could belive so much because of her. I didnt just meet her in a store or at school. I didnt meet her in a reality of suffering and I didnt just meet her. I met her in the middle of nowhere , like it was destiny.She wasnt the only friend I met like this , I met so many friends the same way. There were many times , when I wanted to kill myself in the real world. These friends saved my life. They gave me courage and brought me back into the new existance.That friend, she wasnt just a friend , I thought of her , on this hilltop; so windy , at night. I would be on top of that hilltop and she would come running up to me.Then she would hold me and I would belive in her. Thats how I felt about her. Ill always feel that way about all of my friends.. Together, we flew in the sky , over the ocean , in a dream that lasted forever! With unbroken bonds of the new existance.I DECLARE THESE BONDS UNBROKEN. I will fly with them forever in a dream that turns to the new reality. She made me feel this way about everything and I really want to tell her about everything but I can't talk in rl. What should I say?!


I'm really shy in real life , I have a disorder called selective mutism , doesn't let me speak in real life. I almost can't speak to my parent's at all and don't talk at all in public. I love her though='( I try...I try to pick up the phone but I just can't! Please , I need advice. If you want add me , we can talk in runescape. Only fellow runescapers could understand.

WHAT

pretend it's runescape chat.

Call her up and say:

:red: Hi!~ (colon red colon h i exlamation mark some-weird-mark)

And just let it go from there,

In other news your story sounds like bs mate - how old are you?

No offence, but I don't think selective mutism is your only problem..
Anyway, you really should try to call her and try to say something.
allthough Im not really sure why you would start by calling a total stranger basicly, try talking to your parents first.

Are you Foxgloveing kidding me. Let me help you fix your story for next time:

12 years is what, 6th grade? HEY WAIT, THAT'S WHEN PEOPLE GO TO MIDDLE SCHOOL! OH EM GEE! WHAT A COINKEY DINK!

12, 13, and 14 year old kids do not KILL other kids. Are you Foxgloveing kidding me? You got blamed for it? You'd be in Foxgloveing juvie/mental institution. Nor do I believe that they truly hurt you in anyway. Swirlies/wedgies, maybe, but honestly, I doubt that they broke bones or mangled you.

Obviously your selective mutism does not affect yo mad storytellin skills, but come on. Stop trying to get some attention. +1 to Row.

No offence but you need help. People dying, I don't think so. Being shy in real-life isn't a big deal, selective mutism or whatever it is needs to be sorted out and if you're bullied talk to your parents about it rather than blanking them out, or write on a piece of paper or whatnot and get them to help you sort your life out, you can't just accept the fact that you got such massive problems.

Oh and one more thing, quit runescape and get a new form of contacting your friend you made (msn for example).

EDIT: You'd better not be joking...

Age 12 and playing runescape?! You crazy little man!
And also, people killing people and blaming it on you?! Otter is right, you'd be in DH or Juv(That's how we spell it here XD)

I believe you should consult a therapist and not a fansite

I'm gonna close this. It's not our decision, we can't help you, and this topic probably wont end with something good